I starting doing it about over a year ago I actually didn’t really know what I was doing but it started to fall into place after awhile then I looked up more styles and how to’s and started incorporating my own ideas to make it different from the rest
The worst week of all when my emotions are crazy, the devil is no longer controlled inside of me and I feel like tearing the world a new one.
Keeping myself in check is the hardest thing to do on hell week.
I think I should get an award for each time I control myself from doing something crazy.
If you mess with me during hell week beware cause I will remember when it’s done and it will still piss me off. So piss off, be nice to me, or just give me a break because you won’t understand.
That spark of evil I’m my eyes is real this week… Don’t say I didn’t warn you.
Lot sucks not having a bestfriend. Someone who will listen to you complain about problems over and over again not caring because they’re there for you.
I guess I’m a little dysfunctional that no one wants to hear me complain about my petty problems my sad life I don’t have.
I only have me because everyone else had walked out on me, because no one stays…ever. Not even the ones who said “we’ll be friends forever”.
Bullshit. Here I am trying to make sense of my own pathetic problems that most likely mean nothing.
Hello. I don't know you and you don't know me... We will probably never even meet, however... I do care about you. I was feeling down and I read what you wrote... I understand how you feel, trust me. I know it is not easy and I know how broken you may feel right now, I've been there. Trust me you are beautiful, strong and unique, you have no idea but you are. Stop hating, stop comparing yourself with Kate Moss, stop hurting. A number won't define you... I believe in you. Why wouldn't you?
Thank you that means so much to me.
I always really appreciate hearing from random people who know how I feel and also appreciate just even taking the time to read my nonsense that I put up on here. It really helps and even though we’ll never meet just know that you made a difference in my life!
I don’t think anyone will truly know how I feel. Not only because I won’t say bit because no matter how many times you tell me “you’re not even fat” you don’t see/feel what I do everyday.
If love to be comfortable in my skin, to not have to be so self cautious about my fat ugly thighs or fat ugly belly.
You don’t understand what bullying has done to me. To be so self cautious about myself and hate being bigger. I’ve always been bigger I can’t help it and that’s why I stopped eating.
I didn’t want to be fat I wanted to be pretty and no one thinks so and even if they do they say it and walk away forever.
I never want my children to have to deal with bullying, it’s just one of the heart breaking events I have had to deal with in my life.
Adding to that list of “how people have mistreated me” , and I was the only one I could fall back on.
Because I could only find the comfort, love, and care in my own arms.